As we grow up, there is a type of a feeling where most of those who experienced can't explain. This feeling is what you call love. Love, love is everywhere, love is in every corner. But first of all, what is love? As we hear in our radio, as we watch it in a movie, we all knew that because of love, most of those who fell in love change. It changes the course of their life. Some say that love causes you happiness which extends to your meter of happiness but some say that love causes you pain. Love is in different aspects. Love has different meanings, different interpretations and in different ways.
Once, I asked myself, what is the meaning of love for me. Even before, I searched it's definition here in internet. It was said that love is an affection or a relationship between two person. But for me, it is somewhat different, still it is a relationship between two person. I can't actually explain my own meaning of love.
" In love, everything is possible." Those words filled my mind. Is it true that in love, everything is possible? Most of us say that if love is true, then both of you will stand against all odds. Even if there will be problems that both of you will encounter, you can still find a way to stand against those problems. Both of you can conquer anything for love.
One of my close friends told me, " You can only appreciate the word "love" once you experience to get hurt" Those words stabbed me in my heart. My close friend told me that the moment I was filled with despair, with too much loneliness. What do you think is the reason for this emotional state? Maybe it's because I'm too exaggerating at some things or maybe it was the pain that I felt at that time. That was a recent event in my life. That was just one of the challenges that I might face. Nevertheless, I am still here, standing, conquering those challenges and proving to the world that even if problems arise, I will still prove and stand that she is the one that I love and will love forever.
If you're wondering if I'm in love, yes I am in love (it's obvious). Before, I haven't realized that I was in love with her. I was wondering before why I think of her all the time. I wondered at those moments if she's alright, if she's happy. Those moments gave me loneliness because that time was my vacation. When we finally met each other for almost 2 months, I still have no idea why I was glad that I met her, that I saw her at that time. When class started, that was when I realized one thing, I had a crush on her.
Before THAT day, I told her that I will tell her something on my birthday. If you're wondering for my relationship with her, she's my best friend. I also told her that I don't have any feelings for my previous crush ( I told her that because at that time, we talked about crush). After I told her that, she always asked me if I am sure about it, if it was 100%, and she's asking what characteristic do the one that I like now which is different than to my previous crush. I have no idea why she asked me that during those moments.
THAT day came and I still remember that moment. It was Sunday afternoon when I had a conversation with her on facebook. that's when I confessed my feelings to her. I know that it is an awkward moment because I confessed my feelings in facebook, instead of telling it to her face to face. I was shocked when she replied to me, telling me that she also like me. It was a breath-taking moment as I read her reply. After it, it felt like I was filled with so much emotion. I was so happy at that moment.
After that realization, lot of things happened. It felt like the whole world within me was enlighten. I was able to greet each day with a smile telling the world that because of her, those things happened to me. Days passed by and the feelings that I had to her and the feelings that she had to me grew. Until it was the time when we realized, that we are in love with each other. It's like that I was so happy even right now and I can tell that I love her so much.
There are moments when we encounter problems that will affect us. At this moment, there was a part when I had a misunderstanding to her but instead of affecting the connection between me and her, it became stronger each time problem arise.
There are lots of reasons why I loved her. There are lots of characteristics that she possess. The best characteristics that she have is that she is so kind. If I will make a list, I will never finish writing those reasons. If I will tell her the reasons, it will last until forever. For me, it proves that in love, everything is possible. You can do anything for love.
I always tell her that I will do anything for her. Even if I need to tell her that I love her a million time, I will do it. I will do anything just to show how much I love her. I will always help her every time she needs me. I will always be at her side, listening to her problems, to her story and to her beautiful voice.
I always tell her that I'm glad that I met her, that she became my classmate. I am so grateful that I had a conversation to her and she became my best friend and thought of her as my sister. Last but not the least, I am so happy and grateful that I realized that I love her and will love her forever.
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