A Challenge that I Faced

"To Be or Not to Be"

(First of all, if anyone can read this which is my classmates now, please forgive me for the Idea or thoughts that I had here.)

This quote is just one of the famous words written by Shakespeare that can be found in his known book Hamlet. Even though it's just words, it creates a universal-like meaning for us that can be implied in our life as suggested. As with it's meaning implied in the book, it tells us that revenge is nothing but a failure in our life. Having revenge in our hearts is nothing but an imaginary emotion which we cannot achieve it's success by means of hurting someone or taking advantage to that person. Even with Hamlet, he achieved his revenge to his Uncle but with also with his life, ending him dead. 

In my point of view, I can say that this quote depicts that there are some instances in our life in which we have no choice but to do an assigned task instead of having the consequences that we will receive if we will not accomplish it.

In some point, I can compare this quote with my journey during the start of 3rd Year in Nitrogen section. 

From the previous year, I entered in Fluorine section. At this year, I was one of the chosen students who were classified to enter to Nitrogen. Because, I was not that adapted to their environment since most of my friends were in the other section. Even though that some of my classmates now were my classmates when we were elementary, I'm not a type of a person who is sociable to someone whom I am not that close with. That was one of my greatest problem back then. Let's say that I'm not ready to make a social contact with others. That's why I thought there that I didn't have any choice but to spend my day being a shy person in front of them. I also asked myself at that time, "Will I be like this for almost a year in this section? Will I ever adapt myself in the world of Nitrogen?" It's like that I don't have a choice but to be a loner forever. During the start of the class, I felt like most of them are staring at me, laughing at me. It was like a group of geniuses watching me, waiting for me to make a mistake and make a laugh out of it. Actually, it was I who is keeping me from being friends with them. Let's say that I'm not prepared for it. That's when I gave up on it. But it was just the time when Aiden and Aerielle saved me from it. When they had a conversation tome, there was a sparkle inside me which made me to have a hope. That's when I started to have a communication with the others. 

As far as it goes, I finally have a chance to be friends with them. At first, I asked them what is their interpretation to me at first. That's when I was shocked that they thought of me as a serious person. But they don't know that I'm a funny person. As far as I can say, I am now adapting a lot with them since I have lots of friends now like Aiden, Aerielle, James and others.

For me, this quote states that if there's no choice regarding a situation, you have no choice but to do it because there are two possibilities regarding the situation you had. But, the best thing in that situation is that you did your best to achieve your goal, even though the result is different from what you expect.