Friday, July 26, 2013

An Experience That Brought Me Life

                Doctor Seuss once said, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened". As stated in the quote, my own interpretation is that if something that you experienced which made you thousands and even endless happiness passed by and became your memories, don't feel sorry for losing it and not having it anymore, instead face the present and the future with our sweet memories, with a smile on our faces which we cannot express through words but with our true feelings and emotions. Everyone of us have memories which we want to bring back. We even want to feel again the moments we had. For me, one of the experiences that I had was felt during my 2nd year life. 
             During my previous high school years, even though my face projects that I felt happiness, deep inside me, I felt an emotion compared to a shattered glass that seeks the happiness I want to feel. I know, that some of my previous friends, mostly Alyza and Nathalie care for me, but I knew that a piece of me was missing. I found that we had a suspect on the time Elaiza's phone went missing. That even triggered my emotion. We suspected that it was Faye. In the end, we're all wrong. At first, I though that we will not be friends, that we will not have any connection. That's when I got it all wrong. When we had our first conversation, something sparkled in myself. At that time, I have no idea what was it. Was it just a normal impression since it's the first time I talked to her? Was it just nothing? Am I just overreacting? That were the questions spinning over my head. Even though that I already have many friends, I concluded that my friends that I will meet within this year will be different than the rest.
               As time passed by, Faye and I became friends. That's when I met Jhe-ann, Paris, and Charisse. Even though that during my elementary years, Charisse was my classmate, it was different than before. I also didn't imagine that I will have a best friend that came from new Jersey. I didn't expect that we'll be friends with Alexus. One of the common things that the have are; they all like anime in which I was also influenced by them which I'm also thankful, they're all kind and very cheerful, and they won't let sadness conquer them which I am also insufficient of. As days passed by since we've shared lots of memories, we became best friends. I call them "onii-chan" at first and they called me "onii-tan". Slowly, I became more open to them and let's say that I'm having more emotions. They're always right beside me. Whenever I have a problem, they always give me advises which are helpful. Even just as simple as that, it is so much to me. Later on, Faye became the best of my best friends. I even thought of her as my actual sister. It felt like I'm her older brother even though she's older than me. Actually, it's my first time experiencing this kind of feeling even though that I have best friends before. Because of them, mostly Faye,  I have some problem that I solved because of the advises I have from them. Also, I became more open to  others and let's say that I became more friendly. I know, that this is just a simple change for most of us, but for me, it's one of my greatest change because I can't live or survive without having friends. I can't face a day that will come if one of my friends is in trouble. With the help of my best friends, I faces each day of my 2nd year life with soul and happiness.
               When my 3rd year life came, once again my problem in terms of my emotion came back again. The first thing that I thought of was, "Will be the friendship of my best friends including me will stay the same? Or will it just break? Does it matter if I will be friends with my other classmates?" I remember the time we had our brigada, instead of spending my time with my new classmates to meet them, I just stayed on the upper level of the building with my best friends because I thought that if I will allow myself to know them, my best friends will slowly make a distance to me and our relationship will suddenly disappear. But I'm definitely wrong about it. Still right now, they're my best friends and Faye is my sister. I'm slowly adapting to my new environment and most of my new classmates became my friends. We even want to remember those days that I'm with them always. We always miss  those days and we want them to bring back. But we're just thinking that we must face the present and always remember our happy memories that we've had. 
              "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened", Dr Seuss. I know, that my 2nd year life was already over, that I'm now 3rd year student, but I know that in my heart and my soul that I really love my best friends. I'm so grateful that I knew them, I'm also happy that we became 2nd year and I became a Fluorine student. I know that with God on my side, my parents supporting me and my best friends who are always ready to help me, I can face each day with hope that everyday, my problems will always be solved and will end each day filled with happiness. 

Saturday, July 13, 2013

A Challenge that I Faced

"To Be or Not to Be"
(First of all, if anyone can read this which is my classmates now, please forgive me for the Idea or thoughts that I had here.)
This quote is just one of the famous words written by Shakespeare that can be found in his known book Hamlet. Even though it's just words, it creates a universal-like meaning for us that can be implied in our life as suggested. As with it's meaning implied in the book, it tells us that revenge is nothing but a failure in our life. Having revenge in our hearts is nothing but an imaginary emotion which we cannot achieve it's success by means of hurting someone or taking advantage to that person. Even with Hamlet, he achieved his revenge to his Uncle but with also with his life, ending him dead. 
In my point of view, I can say that this quote depicts that there are some instances in our life in which we have no choice but to do an assigned task instead of having the consequences that we will receive if we will not accomplish it.
In some point, I can compare this quote with my journey during the start of 3rd Year in Nitrogen section. 
From the previous year, I entered in Fluorine section. At this year, I was one of the chosen students who were classified to enter to Nitrogen. Because, I was not that adapted to their environment since most of my friends were in the other section. Even though that some of my classmates now were my classmates when we were elementary, I'm not a type of a person who is sociable to someone whom I am not that close with. That was one of my greatest problem back then. Let's say that I'm not ready to make a social contact with others. That's why I thought there that I didn't have any choice but to spend my day being a shy person in front of them. I also asked myself at that time, "Will I be like this for almost a year in this section? Will I ever adapt myself in the world of Nitrogen?" It's like that I don't have a choice but to be a loner forever. During the start of the class, I felt like most of them are staring at me, laughing at me. It was like a group of geniuses watching me, waiting for me to make a mistake and make a laugh out of it. Actually, it was I who is keeping me from being friends with them. Let's say that I'm not prepared for it. That's when I gave up on it. But it was just the time when Aiden and Aerielle saved me from it. When they had a conversation tome, there was a sparkle inside me which made me to have a hope. That's when I started to have a communication with the others. 
As far as it goes, I finally have a chance to be friends with them. At first, I asked them what is their interpretation to me at first. That's when I was shocked that they thought of me as a serious person. But they don't know that I'm a funny person. As far as I can say, I am now adapting a lot with them since I have lots of friends now like Aiden, Aerielle, James and others.
For me, this quote states that if there's no choice regarding a situation, you have no choice but to do it because there are two possibilities regarding the situation you had. But, the best thing in that situation is that you did your best to achieve your goal, even though the result is different from what you expect.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Our English Life

During the start of our English class
Our mind is compared as shattered glass
But it’s only just one of our starts
And will bring challenge in our own hearts.

We discussed Verbals at this moment
Our teacher showed her disappointment
And she told us something about life
Nothing can beat us neither a knife.

Having Spelling is one of our ways
For improving language skills for days
And in the end we will have a test
To ensure us if we did our best

Past of the verbs were also compared
With the present form that we have learned
And now with the present progressive
Which we use to make words expressive

The “Romeo and Juliet” was discussed
And its reenactment was required
In different time and locations
And our group planned for our positions.

As days passed by and conquered our lives
We did our lines and chances arrives
It’s been like those days became so fast
On that day we performed like a blast

There are different books Shakespeare made
Just like Hamlet which is full of hate
Some are mythical like The Tempest
It has a good story like the rest

Even though challenges were present
We will find solutions for its end
Having our English class is so fun
And will always be meeting by sun.


Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Internet in Modern Ages

Technologies arise in this period which improves our jobs or tasks. These technologies help us achieve our goal with an easier and with lesser use of energy in our body. Technologies may have disadvantage and advantage in human and in nature. Instead of using technologies as our disadvantage, we use it as an advantage.
The most important invention in terms of technology is Internet. I chose Google Chrome because there is no specific logo or specific form of internet. The browser that I always use is Google Chrome. Internet is important to me because it helps me with research on my assignments. Also, it helps me communicate with my classmates, my friends and other people. Also, it somehow entertains me because of the free games online and the downloads that I can have. Even though they said that Internet is somehow harmful because even the authorities cannot control the content of the internet, if you just surf it safely without the intention of encountering that contents, internet is very useful.


Internet was now used by almost all of us and is now very helpful and is somehow needed by most of us. This kind of technology became necessary to every person.